[can Ushiromiya Battler use feeling words. the long quiet definitely shows he's working that tired brain, at least.]
Petty, a little vindictive--there was a point where she didn't quite believe it, asked if I was saying it to punish her.
[definitely some witchy behavior happened and he looks a little conflicted and miserable about it.]
... I tried to be kind about it, but maybe the kinder thing was to do it even quicker. I tried to do better than I have done before, but... it probably still isn't enough. And I'm not even the one she would have wanted to hear it from in the first place.
[tl;dr IT FEELS BAD.]
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[she can probably tell when a bit of tension just kind of... more deflates than bleeds out still a little there but now he's just kind of hugging her and letting his head lean against hers.]
... we'll be okay. Just gotta give it some time.
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Petty, a little vindictive--there was a point where she didn't quite believe it, asked if I was saying it to punish her.
[definitely some witchy behavior happened and he looks a little conflicted and miserable about it.]
... I tried to be kind about it, but maybe the kinder thing was to do it even quicker. I tried to do better than I have done before, but... it probably still isn't enough. And I'm not even the one she would have wanted to hear it from in the first place.
[tl;dr IT FEELS BAD.]
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... I'm not asking how you feel about having told her.
...
I want to know how you feel about the fact that she knows.
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... like the only real difference is now she hates the fact that she wasn't told sooner, mostly.
[y'know instead of hating just him existing in general, but he's def not gonna say that.]
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... yeah, I don't... really want to.
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[shifts again to lean against him]
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... we'll be okay. Just gotta give it some time.
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she does smile a little, when she feels that tension recede]
... It's also okay if it isn't okay, you know?
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Still wanna try for "okay".
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